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1.
id 04:17
id I can not be changed I was born this way And no matter how hard you try to make me I refuse to become someone like you Making all the same god damn mistakes Knowing you know better than you do But you don’t give a damn You’re so unaware Defiant in the shadows of truth And so you lie and you try to believe it this time but you’re back at the beginning still you don’t know why Never resist Never quit until the war is won We’re fearless We’re a god The bullet in the gun Never give in Never sell out Who you are A thousand points of light You’re a fucking star I am unafraid I think I found a way But no matter how hard I try to save myself the pieces keep slipping away I’m not the person that I thought I was even though I look exactly the same But the voices in my head seem to understand they’re talking endlessly for hours and days Till I deny and I find a faith within the lies searching for the truth among a sea of blackened eyes Never resist Never quit until the war is won We’re fearless We’re a god The bullet in the gun Never give in Never sell out Who you are A thousand points of light You’re a fucking star It doesn’t matter what you say I really wasn’t listening anyway I will always be the person I was meant to be You can kill my identity but that’s not me Never resist Never quit until the war is won We’re fearless We’re a god The bullet in the gun Never give in Never sell out Who you are A thousand points of light You’re a fucking star
2.
sacrifice 03:55
sacrifice Who the hell am I Who the hell are you Where the hell are we going now and what kind of hell have we been through What the hell have I done What did you make me do I never thought that it would come to this Why did I have to go and listen to you But sometimes I lie to myself to help me to believe That everything is perfect and I’m right where I should be Where went all the time Where did it fade off to I always thought i was invincible there was nothing that I couldn’t do What the hell have I done What did you make me do I never thought that I could sink this low I never dreamed that I would turn into you But sometimes I lie to myself to help me to believe That everything is perfect and I’m right where I should be It’s all an illusion A falling facade All the martyrs and the hero’s are waiting to be sacrificed To their made up gods There has to be a reason I must of missed a sign Now I’m running to the open arms of the ignorant leading the blind And I will never be free No matter what I think Cause all the happiness I’ve ever know has been in the company of misery But sometimes I lie to myself to help me to believe That everything is perfect and I’m right where I should be It’s all an illusion A falling facade All the martyrs and the hero’s are waiting to be sacrificed To their made up gods
3.
confession 03:30
4.
acquiescence 04:09
acquiescence Tell me why I do this again Is this the sentence or just the punishment I could be cruel I could be kind You’ll never know Cause the truth could all be lies You think you know You don’t have a clue What you’re dealing with or who you’re talking to I am your future You are my past And once I break you down I’ll be free at last I’m falling away Deeper down I can’t reach I’m falling away So close your eyes And go back to sleep And we all have things we have to do Like killing off the old to make way for the new Burn it to the ground while dancing in the ashes Overload the circuits till the mainframe crashes You think you know You don’t have a clue What you’re dealing with or who you’re talking to I am your future You are my past And once I break you down I’ll be free at last I’m falling away Deeper down I can’t reach I’m falling away So close your eyes And go back to sleep Go back to sleep I fell into a trap I can’t get it back
5.
flesh (the final straw) Hold it right there Take a good look in the mirror Can’t you see The beautiful mess You’ve made out of me Covered in lies Justified by the design That you have embraced in body and mind But when it’s all said and done You’re the one that you can’t trust Can’t you see My god what the hell have you done to me And these wounds They’ll never heal They’re just scars to know that I’m real And in the end would I do it again Knowing just how it feels Don’t believe what you hear For the words they sound so sincere You know they’re lies They burrow deep and control the mind Close your eyes and clear your head Tune in tune out give in And now you see Everything’s gone I don’t feel a thing Once should be enough But twice is so much fun 1, 2, 3 The third times the charm You’ve broken me And these wounds will never heal They’re just scars to know that I’m real And would I do it again Yea I’d do it again All the while giving that shit eating grin Just do it Give me the final straw Just do it It won’t offend me at all Just do it Let’s get it over with Just do it You won’t see me ever again Just do it Give me the final straw Just do it It won’t offend me at all Just do it Nothing can stop me now Just do it No one cares any how And these wounds They’ll never heal They’re just scars to know that I’m real And in the end It’s nothing but flesh Caught in the teeth of the steel Just do it Give me the final straw Just do it It won’t offend me at all Just do it Nothing can stop me now Just do it Do it Do it Do it
6.
exit 06:08
exit I’ve been feeling it coming on The days are short and the nights are long And the more that I try it just gets harder I’ve been feeling completely lost Trying to find my way through the dark And the more that I try it just gets darker You could save me If you really wanted to If you believed in me Then there is nothing I couldn’t do So what do I have to do Can’t you see me Can’t you feel me Can’t you hear the words that I’m needing I got nothing left but this warn out soul Say you need me Don’t ever leave me All the time we have is so fleeting I don’t want to walk in this world alone I’ve been trying to make it stop But the world it won’t let me off And the more that I try I just fall father I’ve been crawling on hands and knees Screaming begging and pleading please And the louder I get I just get tired You could save me If you really wanted to If you believed in me Then there is nothing I couldn’t do So what do I have to do Can’t you see me Can’t you feel me Can’t you hear the words that I’m screaming I got nothing left but this warn out soul Say you need me Don’t ever leave me All the time we have is so fleeting I don’t want to walk in this world alone I really wish I could be like you Cold callus and casually cruel Cause the more that I love I just grow colder I really wish you weren’t in my head Telling me I’d be better off dead But without you around I’d just be weaker You could save me If you really wanted to If you believed in me Then there is nothing I couldn’t do So what do I have to do Can’t you see me Can’t you feel me Can’t you hear the words that I’m needing I got nothing left but this warn out soul Say you need me Don’t ever leave me All the time we have is so fleeting I don’t want to walk in this world alone

credits

released June 13, 2020

Mike Reidy - vocals/guitar/piano/synths/programming

Roland Zwaga (Construct/Krate/Acidrodent) - synths/programming

Ken Pillar (penkiller/Vibralux/and about a thousand more) - Drums on 1,2,4,5

Medavon DeRaj'e (Murder Love God/LOCKJAW) - lead guitar on 5



Producer - M. Reidy
Co-Producer and Engineer - R. Zwaga
engineer and studio wizardry - F. Vorderhake

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